A glimpse into the Mind of Adam Sill
"Never forget what you are. For surely the rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you." -Tyrion Lannister
Showing posts with label Struggle. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Struggle. Show all posts

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

C = Cast Away

Cast Away
Directed By: Robert Zemeckis
Starring: Tom Hanks and Helen Hunt
Rated PG-13 for Some Intense Images and Action Sequences

WARNING!!! Spoiler Alert... If you have not seen this film, I suggest you watch the movie before reading this blog. Otherwise, Enjoy!

Cast Away is the story of a FedEx Executive named Chuck Noland (Hanks)who survived a plane crash and is stranded on an island with nothing but a few FedEx boxes that contain different objects that he uses for survival. He lives on the island for 4 years with no company except for a Volleyball with a painted face named Wilson before he is finally able to build a raft and escape

I am very excited about writing this blog because I feel that of all the characters I have written about so far in this blog series, I can relate to Chuck Noland the most. Over the past few years I have turned away from the Lord and from my friends and family. I had pushed people away for so long that before I realized it, I was stranded on a beach, all by myself. We become so prideful and so self reliant that we sometimes push others away and eventually we are completely isolated.


I had pushed people away and eventually I felt as if I was completely alone. I didn't have any friends that I felt that I could talk to about my problems. I mean, I had freinds, I just did not feel that close to them because I was pushing them away. I felt like I was so useless and that it would be more of a benefit to God's kingdom to remove me from this Earth. I've caused so much pain and anxiety in my family. How can I call myself a servant of God, when I refuse to serve him? Nothing I do glorifies God. So maybe everyone would be better off if I just ceased to exist.

I know that this is somewhat melodramatic to you, but when in my shoes where nothing you do is right, this is a rational thought. So, please don't roll your eyes when you read this blog.

I literally prayed to God to just remove me from all existence. No Heaven, No Hell. Nothing. My mind, and soul would never exist. Maybe I was already in that position. Think about it. I had removed God, and everyone who is dear to me from my life. So what is left to define me? I was sitting on a beach talking to a volleyball. But then, God gave me a chance. A "sail" if you will. I was able to escape that island and start new. However, when I returned, everything was different.

I also believe that this film shows us that we must use the gifts that God has given us for our own survival and for God's Kingdom. This is represented by  the FedEx boxes that Chuck possesses on the island.

To me, my favorite scene in Cast Away is the very end when Chuck Noland is standing at a crossroads uncertain which direction he should choose. Regardless of what path he took, his life would be completely different. But he was meant to travel down one road. God chose one road. There were four possibilities, but only one was from God. How did he know which one it was? A symbol. The same symbol he had been looking at the entire time he was on the island. This symbol-


The Wings of Angels. God makes it so obvious where he wants us to go... We just don't listen. Sometimes when things get tough, we just want to give up and die. But it's not what God has planned for us. In the brilliant words of Jeremiah Mullins; "There's an Angel. There's a way out."

God's hidden message behind the film Cast Away is simple; When you feel trapped and alone. When you feel like giving up. Turn to God. He will provide you with the necessary tools to survive. Keep pushing forward, and never give up.

"I gotta keep breathing. Because who knows what the tide will bring in tomorrow."

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Where Darkness Meets Light

I sit in solitude, staring at the blooming tree in envy of its beauty and extravagance. I forget that I am God's greatest creation.I look to the sky, longing to fly high above the clouds. I look at the water, desiring to swim deep down to the base of the ocean. I want to leave this cold hard world, for it has brought me nothing but heartache. I impatiently wait for the day when I am face to face with the Lord. He will take me in his arms and say, "Hush darling, everything will be alright." For my list of accomplices reads like a haiku. My actions have taken me down the dark and desolate road that I cannot saunter through. I turn away and I see the enemy. His face is as pale as sheepskin. He has the eyes of a cat, and the long, slimy tongue of a serpent. His scaly hand rests on my shoulder as a cold, deathly whisper leaves his lips. He says to me, "You are alone. You are worthless. And you cannot escape the sin that is pulling you deeper into the fiery depths of Hell." So I run to the Father without turning my head. I rush into his arms and he says, "You have left the Dark Road in your past and you have joined your brothers and sisters in the light. Now take pen and parchment and write down what has taken place here, today." So I take up my sword and put pen on paper. Is this what I am for? If so, then I shall never stop. Applaud my words, for they are my actions .Now I walk through a grove of trees and I feel the Savior's hand on my heart. I feel His love flowing through me. And I know that I am home.
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